I am a dreamer,and I assure you! I'm not that good on dreaming. Like everybody else, obstacles in life easily stop me on achieving my dreams. I tend to give up when everything seems to go against me. Thats why my dreams, never come true?
When I was in high school, I once liked this girl. She was simple, cute, funny, kind, and the apple of my eyes, Oh! I forgot she was my best friend and she had a boyfriend. She was the girl of my dream. I used to tell her my secrets and listen to her's. We were the best of buds and no one can separate us. Since we were in elementary I already had this big crush on her but no one had ever notice. I've always wanted to tell her the truth but I didn't for I thought that could end our friendship. We used to said '"I love you" to each other, but in a sarcastic way and she had never thought that was real. For 6 years I had hidden that feeling until someday I've learned that she felt the same but that day was the saddest day of my life. She left to study somewhere very far away with out knowing my feeling for her and we never had any kind of communication at all.
From that day. I've learned that when you want something, or in my case someone, you must do your best to have it or it will never be yours.
When I was in high school, I once liked this girl. She was simple, cute, funny, kind, and the apple of my eyes, Oh! I forgot she was my best friend and she had a boyfriend. She was the girl of my dream. I used to tell her my secrets and listen to her's. We were the best of buds and no one can separate us. Since we were in elementary I already had this big crush on her but no one had ever notice. I've always wanted to tell her the truth but I didn't for I thought that could end our friendship. We used to said '"I love you" to each other, but in a sarcastic way and she had never thought that was real. For 6 years I had hidden that feeling until someday I've learned that she felt the same but that day was the saddest day of my life. She left to study somewhere very far away with out knowing my feeling for her and we never had any kind of communication at all.
From that day. I've learned that when you want something, or in my case someone, you must do your best to have it or it will never be yours.
sad.
ReplyDeleteshe left without knowing that you love her=(
but then,
we can't turn time...
life must go on,
keep going
=))
aww...sad ending.
ReplyDeletei hope you'll meet again soon and by that time you'll have the chance to tell her what you feel and i hope that time, it's not yet too late :)
i certainly agree with you:) we must fight for what we believe is right and fight for what we so called LOVE...for us to be truly happy
but we must also consider that, fighting doesn't always entail winning after it or gives an assurance that you'll have it.sometimes we need to understand things are worth fighting for if we learn to let them go...
:)
ahw.so sad marc.you must have told her.
ReplyDeletedo you regret not saying a word to her?
Oooh! I'm so touched with your story...
ReplyDeleteI would feel really sad if it would happen to me
This may be a lesson for you...
"Grab the opprtunity if you have it, don't waste time."
Marc, in this cruel world, you need to trust in your heart and let is speak.
Take every opportunity if possible, if you fail, you fail.
But don't hesitate, if it isn't for you accept it.
Like this girl, maybe one day you'll meet her again...
Don't let it pass by, who knows you might get your "girl of your dreams" in no time.
I had a quite the same experience with you, in my case i only realized that i also like that person when I'm not anymore sure if he still likes me.
ReplyDeleteand i agree with airrish that fighting doesn't always entail winning. We should learn to set free of the things that we wanted if we knew that there is no more hope for that, because it might only cause you pain.